The War Between Ego and Purpose
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Everything about my purpose seems to rub against my nature.
This podcast is a perfect example of that.
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I was raised in an environment where it wasn’t safe to express my real thoughts or feelings. So I learned to retreat, to soften, to keep things palatable. Even now, I still shy away from anything that could be considered polarizing—especially in public. And yet, my calling keeps pushing me toward the discomfort.
I’m grateful that my art isn’t usually seen as political—it lets people sit with their own interpretations. But when it comes to my work around vaccines, holistic health, censorship, and the hidden poisons in our systems… the stakes change. The risk rises. And honestly? Sometimes I want to fold. Stay quiet. Be safe.
But who would that serve?
According to the Kabbalah, that silence would serve my inner opponent. In everyday terms: my ego. And while my ego might win by staying silent, everyone else who needs this information loses.
So every time I sit down to write—or to speak—I ask myself:
Do I serve my ego, or do I serve the people I may never meet who need this truth?
This podcast might feel provocative or uncomfortable for some. The word “poison” is harsh. But not as harsh as the illnesses created when we pretend the poison isn’t there.
So here it is. A conversation about what we’re not supposed to say—so that maybe, just maybe, someone who needs to hear it will finally feel seen.