And who by fire
Who by water
Who in the sunshine
Who in the nighttime
Who by high ordeal
Who by common trial
Who in your merry, merry month of May
Who by very slow decay
And who shall I say is calling?
—Leonard Cohen - Who By Fire
This is the story, in his own words (with the help of Renee Scheidegger) , of a man named John who is 76 and lives in Western Pennsylvania.
It all began 2 days after a head trauma in September 2021. I went on a fishing trip near Lake Erie and was walking down the creek with my fishing pole when I slipped and hit the back of my head on a rock with the full force of my body. I thought “this is it, I broke my neck” and laid still a few moments. I was able to get up and feeling OK, walked a mile down creek and caught 8 steelhead trout. However, two days later at home, I ended up in the emergency room. Exhausted, I passed out at the breakfast table then passed out again later in the restroom hitting my head again and needed stitches. I don’t remember the second time I passed out but felt much better after expelling vomit and diarrhea (which are symptoms of concussion). Reflecting back, it was a stressful week without eating, drinking, or sleeping much. I felt a cold coming on prior to leaving on the trip and spent a day in bed but felt OK after that.
In the emergency room, the doctor found nothing wrong. They did a CT scan, chest X-rays, blood tests, etc. The doctor was OK with my refusing a Covid test; he said this does not look like Covid but said he’d check my lungs anyway. None of the staff seemed worried at all about Covid as they worked closely with me stitching my wound. They gave me an IV fluid, as I had gotten dehydrated during the fishing trip.
When home, all I could do was lay flat. I could not eat, could barely drink and soon was unable to walk. Had my housemate not been in town, I assume I would have been taken by ambulance to the hospital behind enemy lines with no like-minded advocate. I am not in agreement with the hospitals using the Covid protocol which I understand Dr. Fauci designed, utilizing Remdesivir and ventilators which results in an 80% death rate. Remdesivir is known to cause acute kidney and liver failure which usually results in using the ventilator. (RUN DEATH IS NEAR is the acronym widely used for the drug otherwise known as Remdesivir)
An in-depth report released by the independent Tennessee-based think tank TN Liberty Network called: Follow the Money: Blood Money in U.S. Healthcare. Financial Incentives: The Use of “Covered Countermeasures” explains the granular aspects of how money was laundered through the medical establishment with the use of dangerous Covid protocols.
In the meanwhile, friends and family thought I had Covid and were afraid of me. I was forced to take a home Covid test. I don’t believe that or any Covid tests are accurate. It showed up as positive. My family communicated with the doctors/staff and they all decided I had Covid.
As sick as I was feeling, I was still able to discern what was best for myself. I simply needed a physical examination without being handed a predetermined diagnosis of Covid and my housemate could not continue care at this capacity. We kept questioning the possibility of concussion but were told multiple times it was not or else it would have shown up on the CT scan.
After 4 long days, we finally got a 7 minute telephone consultation with my doctor who, with my family, somehow decided having the Monoclonal Antibody Treatment was my “only chance”. I asked about Ivermectin, but my doctor said it had not been tested enough and would not prescribe it. He didn’t take into account the head traumas, the fact that I was over exhausted, dehydrated, and had barely eaten the previous week. He prescribed Meclizine for my dizziness but wasn’t listening to what really happened to me on a whole. As doctors often do, they concentrate on individual symptoms and not the collective. Later when meeting with his office manager, she admitted that the doctor no longer runs his own private practice and is an employee of a corporation. She said “the corporation tells him what to do”.
The only way I could get medical attention was if I agreed to take the PCR test. So without much choice, I took it.
I wasn’t against the antibody treatment at the time, but wanted information. My trusted doctor of 30 years said “It’s safe and effective, what more do you want to know?” and my family had done thorough research and also said it was my “only chance”. Exhausted, I reluctantly agreed. A positive PCR test was required to qualify me for the treatment. I went for the treatment, which was 4 little needle pricks in my arms and torso.
I received information regarding the safety and efficacy of the drug “during” the treatment and that was too late. (my health advocate was not allowed in the room with me). Had they given me this information prior, as they should have, or my doctor provided it, as he was responsible, I would have declined. It said it was NOT proven safe and effective; it could reduce immunity to any future SARS-related illnesses; and it was an investigational treatment. It had not been tested for Covid, it was being tested on me. I was pissed.
After the antibody treatment, it felt like a second phase of my illnesses had begun. Extreme vertigo set in. I couldn’t lift my head. I barely ate or drank for a total of 3 weeks. Friends, family, and my doctor told me to force myself to drink, I could not. I was accused of being stubborn. I have heard by professionals that if one gets too dehydrated, it can become difficult to drink. That’s how it was for me.
Finally, I thought to call my chiropractor and after one adjustment my vertigo was 95% gone. Instantly. And my appetite returned. I was a new man! He said “now the healing will begin”. He actually diagnosed me pretty well on the phone before the visit as he spent several minutes asking questions and listening to answers. Thats what I call a real Doctor.
It seems many doctors have become programmed by the drug companies and media and this has negatively impacted the way they are treating their patients. They’ve stopped thinking for themselves and have forgotten the Hippocratic Oath they swore.
I felt like I was (and still am) being accused of having Covid by friends and family. A slight cough; that’s Covid! a slight fever, that’s Covid! food and water tasted bad, that’s Covid! low oxygen levels, dizziness, and eventually some confusion and feelings of deliriousness. That‘s all Covid!
Doing some follow up research, I found that concussions can cause flu-like symptoms and non-infectious forms of fever called neurogenic fever. Low blood oxygen (Hypoxemia) can cause headache and confusion. Oxygen level at 90% is reason for concern but not an emergency. My lungs were clear and I did not lose sense of taste or smell. I was simply not heard, it felt like everyone was brainwashed with Covid bullshit. It’s now been 6 months since the treatment and I am concerned about the side effects of the antibody treatment, one being extreme itching and rashes at the 4 points of infusion which is spreading over my body.
My doctor prescribed a potentially unsafe and dangerous treatment without proper examination and informed consent. Researchers of truth (and the scientific community) strongly suspect that poisons in the vaccines cannot be detoxed and can cause decreased immune response. It’s inferred that the poisons in the antibody treatment can cause similar problems.
Listening to our inner wisdom and standing up to the medical system is paramount. I don’t think I had Covid but simply a 2-day cold with a lingering cough. I think FEAR is the virus. I was getting infected with this FEAR virus myself when being told over and over and over that I had Covid and some panic did set in. I was more comfortable with the Ivermectin and asked my family for support to do our Front Line Doctor’s Ivermectin protocol we had on hand but was told it was too late and too hard to figure out the dosages so we proceeded with it on our own the best we could. I did the protocol 4 days then still proceeded with the antibody treatment because I was told it was my only hope. They said at the hospital that ivermectin is compatible with other medications and treatments and it doesn’t matter if I continue, so I did another 2 days. Perhaps it did help, but it’s obvious the cause of my illness was a concussion. And it has been proven that Ivermectin is highly effective, not dangerous, and that the horse paste can heal more than most are aware of.
All in all, this was a wakeup call on many levels. If I’m called stubborn or looked down upon for refusing a test or treatment, so be it. I’m standing up for my God given right. Covid is 99% curable with proper treatment. More medical professionals are choosing to forfeit their licenses and work parallel to the medical system so they can help their patients. Be informed, vigilant, and prepared to care for yourselves at home because if we aren’t paying attention, many doctors and nurses are hurting us and they don’t even know it.
A very important addendum to John’s story is that not long after he received the Monoclonal Antibody Treatment without informed consent, he began to suffer from psoriasis, and then discovered he had an aggressive form of prostate cancer. Knowing that biopsies can often spread existing cancers, John attempted to advocate for himself once again, but failed. After being coerced into a prostate biopsy, the cancer spread to the bones in about 4 weeks and evolved into stage 4 cancer.
Using his intuition, and joining the existing online communities for those who are on a true healing path, he was able to bring his cancer markers into a normal range using Ivermectin, Vitamin B-17, Chinese Herbs, and CBD (alongside a 6K per month hormone pill he was pressured to take). By my calculations the total cost of the alternative treatment should round out to about $150 per month!
Ivermectin is a Nobel Prize Winning medication that has cured nearly 5 billion people on the planet from conditions including (but not limited to) river blindness, malaria, Covid-19, cancer, and Lyme disease. If any health professional is preventing a patient with Covid or any other disease from receiving the Ivermectin protocol it is largely because they or their administrators are being paid and pressured by corporate interests(including the Federal government) to do so. Remember, no EUA (emergency use authorization) for a vaccine can be approved if there is a safe and effective alternative…like Ivermectin.
If anyone has a personal story about transformational healing through unconventional methods or medical gas-lighting that you would like to share please email me at katzdesert@proton.me. If any allopathic medical practitioners would like to be interviewed anonymously please contact me at katzdesert@proton.me
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